a msg of love:to someone special

I hope as he drops by my profile,and drops by my blog, he'll be reading this even for just awhile. I dont know how I'll tell him that he's become one of the most important persons in my life. I cant command the doves to deliver my message. I can whisper it to the wind but surely, he wont be hearing what i'll be saying.So i think this is the best thing to do when i still have no courage to tell him directly..

Well, this is once called "a secret msg of luv that has been revealed, but was denied by me." But due to my aim of moving on, peace of mind, and contenment, i would like to utter these few words: "i've loved you"

I know we'd taken our separate ways, and now we're facing dif't worlds.. I just hoped that we shared a single life--full of romance and love-- when we're both setting our feet on the same ground before. But what could i do? There have been many things that hindered us from going to our final destination, and we didnt work them out. Instead, we let them prevail over us,and i guess our greatest enemy was our pride..

I'll never forget how he became the sweetest person i've ever met.Yes, despite of his being that "sometimes harsh and rude guy" ,he has proven me that he's gentle and sooo sweet. And i like him to remember these:

"Thanks for crossing your fingers on mine and hiding them behind your bag; for resting your arms and head on my shoulders; for letting mine rest on yours too;for moving your body towards mine,attachingit slowly; for your hands that had served as comb of my hair;for your eyes that made me fall out of my chair; for sitting beside me;for letting me sit beside you too; for playing w/my shoes;for buying me H2O to drink;for accompanying me in calling practices for choir;for helping me do our tasks together;for not noticing your crush when you're w/me;for noticing my imperfections and correcting them;for complimenting my lips and everything that's so nice to me;for observing simple things in me;for teasing me;for quarrelling w/me;for making me upset; for putting tears on my cheeks;for making me blush;for bringing out the best, and even the wost in me;for adding spice in my life; and lastly, for somehow making me feel so special to you.. a million thanks! and for you, i love you..

My best friend keeps on asking me why i chose him, despite of all the ungrateful things we see and know about him. i just simply say "i dont know".. And that i've found out the real essence of love. It is seeing the beauty behind imperfections, and loving a person without any reason..

Wheeeew!! this set me free! I feel like i was a captive freed from prison..I've learned a lot fom this experience, and i'll be opening my doors again. But as i open them,i'll put him in the deepest nook of my heart,lock it, and throw the key, so he'll be forever in me..

Now I've done my part. And it's time for him to do his..:/

Comments

[Michael]

Miz Yah Mai-Mai!

Muzta na?

Ehmm... sino kaya yun?!

Hehe... Kilala ko pala siya, umatake nanaman juvenile alzheimers ko! WaWAWee!~

Do you still see him around?

[demsen]

my comment? wla.hehe dko nmn kilala eh..

[Alexis]

well,ima i've enjoy reding this one...I hope you're now free from that emotion. if di man ngcross ang landas nio...God knows you deserve a better one,don't worry marami namang TAMBAY jan!!!heheheehehe!!!

[Imari]

eeeaay guys!! tnx for submitting your comments hir!! also for enjoying reading this... i'm looking forward to the next comments you'll send..

[pAm]

hmmmm...well...cnu b un mai??hehehe i hav an idea eh pro am not sure..but dont worry maybe hes not da prfct guy 4u..and u dsrve sum1 best not better..hehe oh cge..un lan..babye..tc..