A Butterfly's Dream... On the Process of Metamorphosis

A new semester; a new life:)

I could not believe it's my second semester as a second year college student. Oh, how I remember, it' s been how many months since I entered my my worst semester (that was last sem) I need not to elaborate the "ungrateful things" that happened to me--- from day 1 of bad days to the last days of crying moments...hehehe.

But anyways, I've learned from my experiences. I might have cried a lot last semester, but I also have laughed aloud and received my favors and blessings (disguised as being one of the SG officers and did a great paricipation in Teatro Francisco)

And this semester is "HARVEST TIME"!

Yeah! I got my grades and erolled today... I'll be 100% discounted for my tuition, and will still have an additional 25% for academic scholarship. hahahah... That's 125% overall discounted! I'm so happy... at last, after all the hardships, the tears and stresses... now I'm here, harvesting all I have done for myself, my colleagues and my school.

Love life? --- never mind... I will be getting all the laughters in this world! Single rocks! (by Mam Pina)

This is another semester. I'll still have challenges to face and more tears to cry... But I know at the end, I'll have bundles of laughters:)

The Sleeping Habit

It's Monday.

It is supposed to be the first day of class for the second semester, but it suspended today. It's raining so hard 'round the province and in some parts of the country. The storm "Kabayan" is indulging in furry...

Along with the strong winds and heavy rain is a feeling I don't understand. I don't know how or what I'll feel; it's so weird.

I can't help but to get insecured 'coz of my wind burn. It's starting to make black spots 'round my mouth; it's pretty annoying, you know.

grrr... I need to sleep early for tomorrow but i'ts been my habit to sleep at 12 a.m. I could not easily sleep early, but I could wake up immediately. No, I'm not an insomiac. It's just that, every night, I've got lots of thoughts here in my head (I may be thinking of my dreams in life, an incident that happened in the past, a person(s) so special to me, what I'll be doing the following days or what I will write next. heheh:)

It'll take hours before the "wind of sleepiness" haunts me. So what I've been doing in my bed are: (1) look at my pics over and over again; (2) write some stuffs; (3) read my composition notebook; (4) read the bible; (5) hear some soft tunes; (6) pray and sing praises to the Lord.

That's it... Good night... Good night...:)

Today

Today is November 4, 2007... yes... it's Nov. 4... uhm...  Today is Sunday... November 4...

Anyways, I had a great yet tiring day. I woke up early to go to our church.

I'm so blessed! Today, I learned:

- to declare my blessings to myself, my family and my friends

- not to speak about my problem but to speak to my problem in the name of Jesus!

- again, to think positive always!!! my mind is the source of my words and actions. if i think that negative things will happen to me, then it will really happen, but if i tell myself "everything will be alright", then i shall have a positive life.

Well, I spent my whole day with my church mates (youths). We ate, took pictures and sang. This is my first time to have a bonding with them (Sis Gene, Jonathan, Renz, Francis, Justine, and my newly introduced churchmate, Jomel) They were really good in playing instruments! How I wish I could be a part of the music ministry...

"Good job guys! Let's forever praise God and thank Him for He moves our life in a very special way. Halelluja! To God be the glory forever and ever."

luv nyo ba ako???

Please....try to understand naman!!my life in school now is quite dif't from my life before..i feel that everything has changed..friends,classmates,teachers,curriculum,everything!!!

Lahat nalang sila mukhang gusto na akong iwan!!!feeling ko tuloy i'm so alone na!!

yup i have lots of friends..but i think they're just there during happy times..tawanan lang,kwentuhan..at kahit anong kalokohan....pero kapag one time may ina-approach ako sa kanila at magsasabi ng problems,they're not listening...sabi nila one way of showing your love is that you need to listen and focus on what they are saying...

so ano ng masasabi ko ngayon??

"love nyo ba ako???ipakita nyo nga!!!"

H.S LIFE

Who said highschool life isn't that enjoyable?for all of us have to experience this phase to have a more meaningful life..we cant achieve our goals without even setting our feet on this,or find the persons whom will make us completer..how will you go to college without passing by the highschool?how will you be fulfilled if you still haven't found your real interests and haven't used your talents?

For in h.s you'll develop:

          1)CAMARADERIE,FRIENDSHIP& COMRADESHIP-getting underway through this stage might be difficult because we dont know if who'll be the protagonists & the real ones..but as we go on,we'll soon utter those persons who deserve to be trusted

         2)FONDESS,INFATUATION & LOVE-fondness to those we look into like teachers& administrators;infatuation to classmates,schoolmates&teachers too!and love to our friends,and......hmmmmmm...........

                           

                    so,are you enjoying your h.s life now??